I have 41 checkouts left for the day. That's 41 excuses not to think of him.
Gah I have such a headache and I feel very sick t0 my stomach. I guess I should get used to this feeling seeing that stopping my meds will do it to me as well.
I'm actually very nervous about cutting myself from the anti-depressant. I guess immediately after I stop taking it, I will reach nights of sleeplessness, hightened anxiety, vomitting and headaches....yay...
After that will come manic depression and suicidal thoughts until my body has adjusted back to normal.
VERY scary stuff, and I'm very nervous.
Well now that I'm done ranting, make that 38 excuses not to think of him. :-/
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