During the second movie, I got a surprise phone call from Zak. Wow, it was so good to hear his voice, but I remained neutral to our situation which I am very proud of myself for doing. I want to give in and crawl back, but I can't.....not right now. I need to learn more about myself before attempting anything that could hurt me again.
But damn, my heart went a flutter when I saw his name pop up on my cell phone. I wanted to cry when we were talking, because I do love him and do miss him. Gahhhhh....why must this be so difficult. I want us like we were before. Happy and fun. Just how I felt when I was watching and singing to 2 wonderful Disney classics.
Why is our relationship like that of Belles and the Beasts? Two individuals that know how much they love each other, but can't display it properly without butting heads. Why can't we wake up as each others princes like in the end. Sigh. I guess it's because life isn't a fairytale and sometimes we don't get our happy endings, as much as we want them.
I just hope that somewhere along our story, we will get the chance to make that fairytale ending happen...I know it's possible...
"Bitter, sweet and strange.....finding you can change, learning you were wrong."
Goodnight
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