Sleep

Sleep is such a funny thing. It seems to me that when you want it, you can't get it....and when you don't want it, thats all you get. As I lay here trying to sleep, my mind is off wandering around, preventing me from my temporary comatose. I found an application for my phone that is allowing me to type this up and post it. Too bad I can't find an application to put me to sleep.

I'm starting to stress out a little. I got an email from my mother asking me for the dates that I want to fly out and see them for Christmas. They want to pick up the airfare (which is totally cool and all), but I so want to spend my Christmas with that special someone. I don't know what to do. I know things aren't totally patched up, and that requires time. I just don't know what to do about the holidays. Ugh.

Also, I'm stressing about work. I'm so sick of making minimum wage and want something better. Living paycheck to paycheck sucks. I want to do things that are fun and exciting and adventurous. But normally that takes money....money that I don't have. I'm constantly debating getting a second job, but with school as well, I don't know how feasible that is.

Jesus.....I hope I can sleep now that I've written what on my mind. Wish me luck. Goodnight.

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